When we are obsessed with speed
and dream of surpassing the speed of light, after badly outdoing sound; it is
refreshing to pause for a while and have an attentive look at the snail. I was
more familiar with them, when I was small and growing but soon forgot them I gradually
got busy competing with absurd people who loved and showed off their success by
provoking me and many others to hurry up. The dominant ethos of the society,
which is stark materialism, convinced me enough to join the rat-race of
achieving things at the shortest period of time with minimum efforts and
therefore, I had to cling to the credo
of ‘better’, ‘more’, and ‘excess’ to remain respectable and alive. I won some
races and lost many more to condemn myself and feel sorry to pacify myself and
earn the approval of those who scored the points over me. When I regretted
about my incompetency, naturally I had to praise the winners, who with
tremendous jugglery, cunningness, hard labour and luck collected the prizes and
proudly showed off. In the beginning I envied them and wanted to worship those
doers and considered the as wizards. The super human group had lots of things
which I was bereft of. This is how I started to believe in fate and accepted
miseries willingly without much protest. I found myself degraded to the near
lowest rung of existence at times, feeling tired and exhausted. I had less of
name, fame, prestige, wealth, power, property and lots of any and all such
types of tangible and intangible things that constantly goaded me into apparent
submission. I lost my arrogance and became humble to deny the defeat. It went
on and on till I discovered the bruised successful people cowering for peace in
their hiding, in spite of having achieved everything; just like me. They too
had insurmountable insecurities, pains, sufferings and defeats-they were tired
of their beautiful wives, educated sons, married off daughters, aged parents,
the legal authorities, lavish lifestyles and bouts of emptiness.
To discover the emptiness of the elites
of the time, I took a very long, profusely perspiring in the winter and
shivering in the summer.
Today, after a chance encounter
with the huge garden snail, I somehow started to recount the ‘them’ and the
‘me’ for an honest appraisal while none was around. It transformed me and
lifted to a greater height. The snails are also beautiful animals though famous
for their abysmal low speed in a fast spinning world of ours; while in fact,
our own existence is in actually in jeopardy, due to the gradual slowing down
of the rotation speed of the earth and cooling off of the sun.
But, then, I am just not an
animal. I have to suffer for being slow as an ordinary human being. They (the
Haves) too have to suffer for being fast & furious, as an egregious ‘something’.
In life, this appears to be the rule than the exception. We have to make a
choice, what we want to be and what really makes us happy. It only comes to
that, finally.
However, the snail is a 'loser' in the 'rat race'.
However, the snail is a 'loser' in the 'rat race'.
Afterthoughts: Snails are innocent and
harmless creatures and an essential element of our fragile environment. Please
do not eat them raw or cook them with spices for serving hot at dinner or
supper time, if that is not absolutely indispensable. Don’t taunt some people
as ‘moving at snail’s pace’ or brand the postal communication as ‘snail mail’. You
are discouraged to go for snailing, too. Remember, speed is not everything in
life but worth is. We need to slowdown for time to time and pause also, when it
is necessary. We need not run like the Cheetah in the wild. Appreciate a snail
for its species nature.
Noted Below: Since I have to
go out for some work, I wrote this post for posting in my blog at ultra lightning
speed!
Believe me, I actually have too many pending work to attend to!!
It is just another thing that I am in a hurry!!!
I finished the writing under five minutes, flat; or maybe, I don’t know
cause, my watch has slowed down due to a bad battery or malfunctioning for some
mysterious or unknown reasons!!!!